I lack courage. I am cowardly. Stupid. And, I think I am wasting most of my life like this. ********* I had written that line almost three days ago. If you knew a girl's mind, you'd know that I am not in that frame of mind anymore. It's getting difficult to blog these days. Nothing is giving me inspiration. Except for a momentary burst of Art here and there. If it weren't for Art I don't know how we human beings would survive. Songs, poems, movies, verses.. I rather be a a Rockstar who sang only three legendary songs than an engineer who spent his/her life coding. Or a poet who wrote that one outstanding poem. Only one. But then, art is always for the self. So I think I am writing through my blog anyway. And maybe, it is helpful somewhere. When I sit back to reflect, I think life is awesome only. It's funny how we waste all days in resisting. All energy. I cannot sit still. My mind keeps wandering. I have to be on my feet. I think mos...