Merci

Here is my attempt to write something I've never tried before. ********* There was once a girl. She lived in her own world. In her own head. Her own dreams. She was very different from the rest. The other girls did things which probably categorized them. She never was like them. She lived with them but in a unique way. Not an outlaw. But a variant. She wore spectacles. She could never see properly through them. The moment she put them on, she zoned out from the world. So it was like a veil for her. She thought no one could see her simply because she couldn't see anyone else. It didn't make sense. But that's where she lived, in her head. That's actually where everyone lives. And like Dumbledore said, ' Just because its happening in your head doesn't make it unreal'. So it was real. She spent most of her life like that. She needed to come out if it. Her spectacles. Let's not get her wrong. She was pretty confident. But she liked to be on her own...

Realization brings about a sense of peace and contentment. It is a never ending process. And it is usually followed by action or in all cases, it should. Actions bring change. Change, a new phase in life. After several battles to gain your ultimate potential, I have realized plenty of things that only make me smile. Forgiving yourself is easy to do when you let go of the negativity that put you in ruins. What works for another may never work for you. Point to be noted. And when you're following the right path you will usually find yourself alone. The detractors will come with their theories only because it worked for them. They will plant a seed about how their thoughts are the best.  Their ideas or philosophies rule. You have two options. Fall prey to the worldly banter while you're lost in the din of your own thoughts. Or, have better sense to ignore. Walk away from things that pull you down. The latter comes as realization. The former will usually prevail. Soon you are immer...

So December is here and it's time for that mandatory end of year post. What were the best things I gained this year? What did I learn? What did I lose? Did I live ? Hell,yeah. I wish I could spell out everything to the T because it's a fabulous story:p  But I will write down whatever I can think of. Let's see how things went by. So, my year involved resolutions, miracles, new found friends, love, unrest, dreams shattering and pain too. Total filmy year yaar ! Professionally it was super hectic with me in a love- hate relationship with my job. I worked on only new technologies this year and nothing else. This is something I just realized. Be it Genesys to re-usable modules to web page development to visual ivr  to avaya pom .. No two things I did was the same. This makes it a very creatively satisfying year. Okay enough of professional mumbo jumbo. Do I still look for a change? Yes. Does it ever work out? No. Why? I really really don't know. Fru...