Monday, January 27, 2025

My walk one evening in Seattle...

Those who know me well, are aware of my love for long walks. A walk is efficient, low cost and does wonders for your mental, physical and also social well being. Socially you have an opportunity to connect with your friend without any pretense. On solo walks, you learn to enjoy your own company. 

In the past few months, my walks in Seattle mostly revolve around the South Lake Union. These begin from my home and almost always end at the Wholefoods Market store on Westlake. 

What do I do at Wholefoods Market? A store for the presumably pompous and elite? Allow me to change your perception about this place (If I may). Firstly, I do like the quality of produce and meat. I enjoy their gourmet bakery and cheese section. But most importantly, I like the availability of a variety of 'relatively' sustainably sourced food items, including local products which I can happily purchase in small quantities. Please note, small quantity is key in the previous sentence. While, I appreciate the abundance the United States of America stands for, I am unable to grasp my head around shopping oversized quantity of food in this country. How do I enjoy more variety of good quality products with less? That is what this store allows me to do.


Anyway, I enjoy browsing through new products, especially the fruits, vegetables and fish of the season. This allows me to stay close to the order of nature and how we should consume food. It also inspires to me cook unique dishes at home once in a while. Challenge myself, mix up my routine. I have also recently moved to buying the locally baked bread(sourdough, loaves etc) instead of the packaged ones. This keeps. me excited to look out for what's new every other week. I also enjoy an occasional purchase of gourmet cheese blocks. They cost 3-7 $ typically for a block. But this way, I can have my own cheese tasting at home, and try a variety of cheeses imported from different parts of the world.  Their dairy section, especially, yogurts have a variety of local farm options which are fun to try too. I do want to call out all these items are sparsely bought in limited quantities over the month. This helps me eliminate waste from overbuying "large " quantities of yogurt, cheese bread from larger stores such as a Costco or some such. In case you haven't guessed, I love cooking at home. My need to eat 'fancy' food at restaurants has reduced significantly as a lot of them ( esp. in Seattle) struggle to keep up with my own standards of cooking at home. Yes, I can cook most of the food we get outside at home or even better. Yes, we are becoming our moms.

Now, let's talk about why I even started writing this post. It was not to advertise WholeFoods. Nope they are offering me nothing. Infact, my schedule is more about spending time with yourself, taking it slow and enjoying the little things that you can create for your own life , if only you took the time and were intentional. I could do the same , if that WholeFoods on my walking route was replaced by Pike Place Market or any other store. 

Just a few days ago, after my walk, I was craving a pastry. I walked into WholeFoods and bought a slice of their delicious Tres Leches cake. I decided to sit by their community table and savour the cake in the store itself. It was 5:00 pm in the evening. The sun had just set and the light was fading away. As I was staring into nothingness, enjoying my pastry, a lady sat down beside me. She had bought a packet of an energy bar which she was enjoying. A man, with disheveled, clearly tired after a long day's of work, kept his large bag on the floor and gobbled his sandwich. 2 construction workers were eating a combination of rice and veggies. In that moment, I realized that everyone around me had let down their guard. There was no pretense. No one was out to a fancy brunch or restaurant, or preparing to put on a facade at work. The world around me had paused, slowed down. People consumed in their own thoughts, with nothing to hide, so present in the moment or perhaps not? In that moment, I had a realization of how we are all just people. Dealing with our own lives Hustling and living as we can. Who are we to judge? We should only spend time to love and be compassionate. 

I have rarely felt this way, ever since I moved to the United States. A place with so much privilege. So much privilege in this post -about me shopping at WholeFoods. Yet privilege should not cause you to lose sense of reality, taking the time to pause or reflect. 

Go take a walk. Who knows what you may find or realize on your way? Perhaps yourself. 

Monday, June 3, 2019

An Astrayed Traveler's Tale

As I wake up today with weary eyes
and no fervor to face another day,
I try to balance the scales,
and measure in time,
what have I lost?

The feeling of home.
The presence of a soul mate.
The warmth of a known hand.
The words of an understanding soul.
The selfless love of an unrelated being.
The dynamics of a city.
The stealth of the foot.
The sharpness of the brain.
The unfinished desires.
The steadfastness.
A peaceful soul.
Myself.


The scales seem to be broken. How does one repair?

-Merci.

Sunday, April 7, 2019

Prelude to Tango...

Today I woke up to a sunny morning,
a landscape of blossoming trees,
and the blue blue sky.

Today my heart woke to a blurry warning,
an impressionist sunset,
painted with a violet lie.


*********************

P.S: Can poems have preludes? I would like to believe so. 

This one is prelude to my earlier published piece Tango.

Sunday, June 3, 2018

Tango

It is during the empty moments
of lazy afternoons or busy evenings,
that I think of your pain,
and the cause of it.

The atrocity of time
or the cruelty caused on my behest.

Who knew life would alter? But it did.
Who thought I would falter? But I did.

As your despair heightens, it reaches to me.
As my misery rises, I cease to see.

It's a funny little tango,
with tormenting dancers.

I am the criminal and also the victim.
Of a questionable tale,
with no answers.

-Merci.




Saturday, April 21, 2018

Roadblocks

Boulders, stones and pebbles.
They seemed to block my way. 
I treaded precariously, as I slowly overcame each one of them.
Yet I failed. Each time. 
I did not understand why. 
I cried, frayed and distraught. 
Until I realized the biggest hurdle, I needed to overcome.
Was myself. 

Friday, January 19, 2018

The Finish Line

The turtle was nearing the summit. It had been quite an exhausting journey. Yet, he was so close to winning this race.

Five years on the road, struggling to make it to the end. The turtle had taken quite a many bends. Crossed forests and narrow roads. Strived through shorter days and longer nights. Endless dreams.

The hare had fallen asleep somewhere at a turn, far behind. Did he wake up soon after and take a detour? Who knew. The turtle did not care anymore.

He did move really slowly, the turtle had realized. So many years had passed.

But for now the race for the turtle wasn't against another but against himself. And after all these odds, against all the obstacles and many beautiful pathways, here he stood very close to the finish line.

Walking on the narrow ridge of the mountain range he found himself at a cliff with a narrow pit between himself and the victory flag. He would certainly have to leap over this to the other side. Or perhaps, learn to fly.

Could he do this? He had made quite a journey. Was this a time to fear or indulge in self-doubt? Maybe not. But the stakes were high. And odds? Who knew about the odds?

The turtle took a deep breath. After deep contemplation, took a few steps back.

Swiftly moved forward. And jumped.


Monday, November 6, 2017

Her dream...

She dreamt of a wooden study desk with a small table lamp.
Reading in the soft glow of light. Listening to her favourite music?
The night falls slowly, and the trees whisper in silence.
The stars peep out and watch her as she sits on her desk by the window.
Writing in her diary perhaps?
Sometimes glancing outside the window, staring into the sky.
She dreamt of that one world of her own. Of uninterrupted silence.
So simple. So pristine.

It took her several years.
And one ordinary moment of epiphany, to realize that the dream did come true.

-Merci.




Tuesday, August 22, 2017

Ranjish hi sahi....

Last one week has been a whirlwind journey. So many lows and so many highs. Let's just say I couldn't catch hold of the minutes or the hours or the days. Time just flew by. Can I say that I still have control? I don't think so. Not yet.

But one does tune into their favourite songs, to lose a sense of time and in this pursuit I discovered a beautiful ghazal sung by the very famous Mehdi Hassan and written by Ahemad Faraaz that goes as below:-



रंजिश ही सही दिल ही दुखाने के लिये आ

Ranjish hi sahi dil hi dukhaane ke liye aa
(le
t it be anguish, come still at least to torment my heart)



आ फिर से मुझे छोड़ के जाने के लिये आ
aa phir se mujhe chhod ke jaane ke liye aa

(come, even if to leave me again)

If you are in the mood for soulful music that holds the universe together for you in those few minutes, click play on either of the two that you prefer. Thank me later.

Original Sung by Mehdi Hassan




Recreated by Papon




Sunday, May 7, 2017

That 70's Post!

I've binge-watched a lot of television series this year. If you do follow my posts, you'd notice I occasionally write about it too. In fact, a trend with all of these shows is that I end up falling head over heels in love with every show I choose. Yeah and it's suddenly the 'bestest' show I have ever. seen. So talking about the last show that I watched and went completely crazy about is "That 70's Show." So much, that I am dedicating a post to it.

This show is certainly not like any other sitcom out there. I don't really know what caught my attention throughout 8 seasons but I liked the period set up( 70's era) and the imperfect lives of the quirky characters who lived through the series. None of the characters are perfect and that in many ways makes the show so real. I think problems youth face while growing up remains the same irrespective of the era you talk about. But the 70's definitely seemed like a trend setting era.

The show is themed revolving around the life of Eric Forman and his friends who are always over his place. Eric's father is a brilliantly sketched character who is soft hearted with a tough exterior. Yeah, he gives Eric a hard time which contributes to his awkwardness and rebellion.( But isnt that how most of us teenagers feel?) Eric's friend Hyde is a rebel who thinks the government is out there to get everyone.. He is a non conformist. ( Do I like him or what). He also loves rock music and is seen wearing rock band t shirts. Which brings me to music. The 70's saw bands like Pink floyd, Bee Gees, metallica, Iron Maiden( to name a few) peak in their careers. What a path breaking era! ( P.S: I do enjoy alternate rock though i'm not into metal). 
Eric's friend Donna is a strong lady who is a feminist. Yes feminism was on a rise in the 70s too, while her mom did not care much about it. Donna has strong views about life and yet is struggling to find where she is going. There is another female character named Jackie, who is a rich spoilt girl and bossy (stereotyped into the rich bitchy gals). 

Then there is Fez who is the foreign exchange student and is quirky as hell searching  his place in the stereotypes of America.  My favourite character is Michael Kelso played by Ashton Kutcher, who has done the most amazing job of being the pretty and dumb guy. He easily has the best lines which are funny yet true. In all his plainness, Kelso speaks his mind always, which most people would keep in their head out of fear or embarrassment.

The show has many trend setting concepts- one of the most famous ones being the "circle". A unique trait that became a defining attribute of the show.

This is definitely a different kind of a sitcom which I'd recommend you watch when you have the time. 

Meanwhile I wanted to collect and share a few quirky dialogues by Kelso that I absolutely enjoyed. (Well, there were too  many and for me this is Kutcher's best performance)

Here they go:-

1. You know what your problem is? I'm very good looking.

2. I knew you'd say that Donna. For once, why can't the naked thing and the right thing to do be the same thing?

3. I'm like ketchup. I go good on everything.

4. If this is about maturity, then I got nothing to do with it.

5. My mind's always doing things that even I don't know how about.

6.  This one below:-





7. Kelso: What is his name Jackie? Whom are you going out with?
    Jackie: His name is not important. What's important is that he is better than you in every  possible    conceivable way.
    Kelso: Damn Jackie! That could be anybody!

8. This Gif again:-



9.  Or the one when he did not hear what he wanted to..



10. When he was downright honest?



Well, the 70s show had a lot to offer. It certainly isn't like every other sitcom you see and it definitely did not falter with the period setting risk it took. It also helped me discover the city of Wisconsin which otherwise remained oblivious to my existence. Here's to hoping that someday i'd get to say " Helloo Wisconsiiiinnnnnn!! "

In life there is never a wrong number...

"Shyaam: Tu Kehna kya chahta hain?

Raju: Main ye kehna chahta hun ki ye sab humaare saath hi kyun hua?

Baburao: Kyun Hua?

Raju: Kyunki ye Ishwar ki chaal hain.

Baburao: Kaun Ishwar? Woh Ration ki dukaan wala halkat baniya?

Raju Woh baniya jo upar ki dukaan mein baithta hain. Jo apne taraazu mein sukh-dukh sabko tol-tol ke deta hain. Agar woh chahta hain ki hum road pati se crorepati ban jaaye tu ismein problem kya hain? "


P.S: Hera Pheri is without any doubt my favourite movie. And this is not only because it is an insanely funny movie, but also because it is a story about 3 ordinary men trying to make life's ends meet, struggling with their existing problems, not failing to dream big or keeping hope alive and most importantly never losing their sense of humour. 

Tuesday, March 21, 2017

MAILS


This is the story of a room
Buzzing with activity each day.
Mails flew in, Mails flew out.
Others – stacked like hay!

Some mails were good, others bad.
And when there was a conflict,
the room went sad.
The mean ones were plenty-
found everywhere.
Overpowered the good ones-caused despair!

Mailboxes lined the door
‘Today’ overflowed,’ Past’ was overburdened.
‘Future’ held the dreams; some undelivered
many left unopened.
‘Hope’ though kept asking for more
This made it a healthy room for sure!

And then the Storm arrived in town
The mails fluttered in grief;
The Door shut, the Windows vanished
No sign of hope or relief!
No helping hand, no place to go,
No long lost love, no one they know.


However, the season changed soon
Happy mails buzzed in the room!
The sun shone, the flowers bloomed.
Music sailed, the angels danced.
Rainbows smiled, reindeers pranced.
Every mail was stamped with a smile
An extra letter, takes you the extra mile!


The room lies still now
Peaceful walls, so serene
Beautiful picture of every changing scene
Mails are all silent, for isn’t
“Well done better than well said?”
In case you wondered…….

The room is in my head!


p.s: I had written this one in the second year of engineering degree. Found it hidden somewhere in my closet and here it is!

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